AM I ENOUGH

last time i checked 

you were still trustworthy

tonight .. you changed me into unworthy

i cried alone by the end of the night

at the very end of my bed

the moon was never so bright.. like tonight

but my brain was all black

you're here but then you say ..

never wanted to look back

at all the hurt and sadness 

i guess to you .. they don't even matter

but all my brain is still black

so i am here but always been drowning 

been playing dumb.. just to keep it burning

been faking smile .. even all the laughter

just to be with you

is it enough??

am i enough?!

-office, Aug 8, 2022